Sorry My Baby, I Am Sorry.

I was about to knock  my younger sister with  pencil in my right hand & anger on my face, because she just put water on my notebook, which was supposed to be neat at clean,  as per my teacher’s instruction,
But my mother with a very polite voice from outside the room busy reciting Quran,
Managed her glasses
And looked at me,
‘’Faisal’’ (my old home name), Do not Don’t ,
‘’Behn ko Nain Marty Allaha Miaan Naraz Hojaty Hain’’
(Don’t beat your sister Allaha will be angry with you)…
For me as child age around 6, 7 (That time) years, without any clear concept about little things, was innocent believer of Allaha,
My Mom had made it very clear to me that ‘’God doesn’t like bad people at all’’, and this was the only thing she had to use to make me follow her orders, because her kindness couldn’t allowed her to beat me up,
And as I get older I realized there were many activities, I did because my mother said:
‘’If I don’t do this, I won’t be in good people’s list to God’’
For instance, Completing my home work, brushing my teethes, bringing ‘’Cold Water’’ from uncle’s home and many other things,
However, now I realized God has no objection over my uncomplete homework or my un-brushed teethes but indeed, HE is 70 times kinder than my mother…
This is not just the story of mine or yours it’s the story of many of us, who have been developed, educated about the basic ethics at home,
Next a Completely different story:
This is fourth or fifth time, I don’t remember exactly, but I am seeing such news where they are putting PG (Parental Guidance) logo during a news  bulletin, because they are reporting all the events which are around the topic of child sexual abuse, rape, killing Of baby girls, from all around the country,
What if these little angels had the intuition about their early future? , they would have prayed
‘’ Burry us Alive but don’t through us in the mouths of these hungry people out there’’
I wonder why their mother didn’t tell to the doers,
‘’If you do this, you will be in the list of bad people, to God’’
I know, many of us will do protest for days, will like the pages to support will change our display pictures to support the cause,
Like we did for Shahzaib,
But who will bring her childhood a sweet childhood back? will you ?
No you can’t
I don’t know how to conclude, I can’t say I hate you because it can’t express my feelings.
Sorry my baby I am sorry.

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